Sunday, March 25, 2007

AHHH!
I'm so afraid. SO afraid to go back how I used to live my life, before Synergiz and ignite.
No way! I can't fall back to that damned way of life. I don't want to. Yes.
Devil, bring on the arrows. Not the ones lighted with fire. Just the normal ones.
Another week is approaching. Another day closer to school reopening.
Thinking of the orientation just puts me in the difficult position. Should I go, or NOT?
Ok, orientation is fun, but I just don't like them. Sure, I'll be left out after that, but its still wierd to go to some orientation. Especially when orientations are known for their night walk.
Oooh how I hate those. I mean don't scare me already. I just wanna learn my animation.
Zaaam.

Oh, and I so miss Jeff Deyo. Haha.

Ya. He's the american in the middle. Hes reaaaaaally good. Muahaha. And I really miss him and his band. I so still wanna go to nashville! Maybe in a couple of years time. Haha. I really hope I get to get there and sorta make it big, FOR GOD. Ya. Can't do it without God can I?

*Oh, and sorry for the small screen that you have to scroll to the right to see the pictures.

Oh man, my mum seriously wants me to cut my lovely hair! It has been kept for so long. Now I have build a close relationship with it that I cannot bear to part with my moderately long hair. But even at family dinner with relatives today, they said I should get my hair trimmed. Man! My aunt even made me promise her that. They say its untidy. =( . Oh, and some say now I look like a korean star. Boy, I don't wanna look like Rain (maddie, you didn't see this).
Anyway, some say I look like "The Beatles" o.O


See the resemblance? The hair? NICE bowl shaped hair? Retro-ish? Ya?
AHHH!
But I still gotta cut it man. This sux. Why?
Now I have to go to poly with short hair. Not good.
Its like going back to secondary school having your hair to be cut short so that you avoid punishment. Hrmph....
Ok.
Life is like that. I think.
Ok, at least my life. No one will be totally pleased with you la.
Heh.....
Zzzzzzz.....

-Jarrold "My beautiful blon......black hair!"

--- 22:26

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Oh man!
Time teleports! Last week this time, was the middle of synergiz and ignite! Thats really fast.
And oh! Synergiz and Ignite rocked! I miss Jeff Deyo and Band, and Matthew Barnett, and also Jeanne Mayo!
I want a time machine and just travel back to the first day of Synergiz!
I love Jeff Deyo man! I aspire to be like him! Really!
He rox to the core! But, I didn't buy his album cuz I was broke. Broke till I didn't even have money to eat.
But, anyway, I love him so much that I attempted to hatch a plan to steal Dawn's disc after borrowing it. Muahaha! But I didn't. I just asked her if I could buy it from her and, so happens she loves him too.
Darn!
So, now I have a borrowed disc, memories of Synergiz and nothing else.
Iwanna go to NASHVILLE!

Yup. This is the place. The band and Jeff lives here, at this city. How cool is that. Its towards the left of the states.
Like I said in my previous post, I wanna go to the states!
Jeff Deyo just inspires me a lot. A LOT!!! AHHH!
I'm like a major fan of his now, and I believe that God really made me meet him at synergiz for a reason.
Now, I'm working my way to be an awesome worshipper. =)
Such overwhelming inspiration must be from God...
But now, Jeff and Matthew and Jeanne are back in the states...
While I'm still stuck in legalistic Singapore. I hope I'll meet them again.
Matthew Barnett too, is very inspiring.
With his dream centre, helping people on the streets, the homeless, the shelter-less.
I wanna do that too!
So many things are happening!
Even in my cell! We are fasting like crazy, like on 1, 3, 5, and we had a salvation on the last night of synergiz!
Oh please God, just let me have an eternal synergiz experience.
I don't want this thing to die off. Its must continue burning....

Yesss.. I can feel God working in my life right now.
Sooooon Jarrold... soon.

-Jarrold - ="The Worshiper"= Muahaha! Not yet. soon...

--- 14:20

Monday, March 05, 2007

Wow. Everyone has been complaining.
EVERYONE. Everyone that visits my blog that has not been updated in AGES!
Well, I'd bet some people have given up waiting on my next update.
Well, here it is.
Anyway, about my life, I watched 5 movies in the pass 24hours.
Well, rented VCDs of course. Not in the cinema.
I watched DOA(was expecting better), Open Season(Nice!), Underworld(really interesting), Little Man(Not bad), You me and Dupree(O.o).
I think Imma borrow more man.
Oh! And I really wanna go overseas right now. Especially the states.
I wanna live the life they've got to offer there.
Well, don't tell me all those common answers like: Its only nice in the movies.
I've heard that a billion times.
Tell me something I dont know. =D
Anyway, I really wanna go there.
Singapore is so..... law-ish? So HDB-ish.... so.... stiff? I guess?
MOST people here are plain ol' boring.
ESPECIALLY the elder ones.
Not that they are boring. Ok. I mean, they are.... the same?
Like old women of age late 40+ are usually housewives or somethin.
I wanna meet different people. Not Singapore "styled"people.
Oh... and singapore... land constrain. There is just no where to go.
No deserted places. No.... big, wide barren terrians like the elsewhere has.
Singapore is safe, but no fun. =(
And people here are less open...
Like my one friend used to tell me, when you talk to a girl in Singapore a lot, then people will will start to say that you have a thing for her...
But in the states, they are more open. Guys can hang out with girls without having anything for each other. ViceVersa. You know... More freedom.
And the states has more opportunities for the arts side. Most successful bands or artist are from abroad. Little are local. And our best, cannot even match The Best. You get what I mean.
And the American accent (sp) is oh-so-beautiful. I love the way they speak. Their slangs, everything! Man! Why wasn't I borned there?
Oh... Anyway, whoever who wants to come overseas with me are all invited! Just that there are no plans yet.... Hehheh.
Okok. Wait till I get rich alright? Then we'll all go to the states, own a yatch, have a mansion beside the sea, have a jet plane, and we'll travel around the world. Yup.
Maybe that might happen. Till then, we'll just dream.
Thats what we Singaporeans do best. Dream, fantasize, and hope all those come true.
MMM-hmmm... Ohwellll...

-Jarrold, Oh... American life....

--- 19:44