Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Alright! I just got my $150 cheque from school.
Well, I went to school earlier today to get the cheque and I wore my half-transparent uniform to school. Well, my school is just perversed, therefore, the uniform.
Anyway, the lady told me I did not need to wear my exposingly transparent uniform.
Ok. Anyway, its still worth it, to get my 150 bucks! Woohoo!

I am rich...
I am rich...
I am rich...
I am rich...
C'mon. Chant with me!
I am ri...
Ok, maybe not.

Anyway, Grace is just being an idiot now, ignoring me, or say, TRYING to ignore me, which is not working. Muahaha.

Monday was great, tuesday not too bad, and today, awesome.
Seems like I'm quite rich now, and more money will start rolling in!
I just hope my aunt will keep her promise that he will gimme that sum of money when I score at least a 16 point for my O'levels.
Woohoo. THEN will I be rich!
RICH! RICH! RICH!!!

OK, now, its time for a JARROLD"S LIFE check.
Spritual life - Good!
Physical life - not too good. Have not been working the muscles.
Financial life - Woohoo. Inclining. But not yet there
Family life - Not bad. improving.
Social life - Not bad. Still got friends. =)
Love Life - None. =(
School life - None =)
Ministry Life - Freaggin' passionate now. I need annionting!!!!!
General Life - Better than you expect.

I guess life is on the up-hill now.
C'mon poly life. Just bring it on.
I think this is gonna be great. 2007, haha, just bring it.
Well, although its just too early to make any conclusions now, I know, I'll be able to pull through this.
With God.

-Jarrold. Bzzzzzt!

--- 14:17

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Here comes week 2 of 2007.
Another week to do up my portfolio and bore myself.
Everyones at school and no one can hangout.
Not that I am not thankful cuz I don't have to go to school, but I need entertainment. Excitement. Something fun to do.

Oh well, guess I'll have to stick to doing up my portfolio and watching nickelodeon or something.
Anyway, Comp is down (again, for thge million-th time). Drats.
That dumb ol' metal casing with lots of chips in it.
Always fails me.
Unfaithful.

-Jarrold. Kong-kong-kong. *empty*!

--- 19:00

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

I'll never please her.
No matter how hard I try.
My attempt will just end up.... a failure.
But, I'm still motivated to please her.
This someone.
This someone they have a name for.
This someone that everyone has.
Her name is "Mum".

Always I try. Coming back home early. Getting good results. Cleaning up the dishes. Doing my homework. Packing up my bed. Being a good Christian boy.
They all never seem to work out.
I'm such a bum. My mum is working her ass off at Westin and I just come home late EVERY single day with no remorse. Am I some heartless creature or what. 2007 has gotta be different. Can't let "pleasing only myself" take over me.

I have disappointed too many people in the previous year. Friends, families, teachers, siblings, church seniors. All who trusted me. All that sacrificed just to see me grow, change and become better. I have failed them. My self-centered-ness have overwhelmed me. I'm selfish. I hate sacrificing. I only do stuff for my gain. I don't care. I don't express my concern. All that I perform are selfish deeds.
God, you gotta change me. This is the year where my breakthrough will lie. I need you here O Lord. Put in me your compassion and your Love. Thats what I need Lord. In Jesus name, Amen.

Guys, if anyone of you who are reading this knows that I have disappointed you in some wayor another, just tell me in tha face. I'm ready to appologise anytime.

-Jarrold

--- 14:00