Thursday, October 26, 2006

Dang.
I got hit again by some IM(refer to previous post). Just look at my tagboard.
Sigh. So whatever now.
Just had Physics practical today. Wasnt that bad.
Anyway, just not in the mood to blog now.

-Jarrold.

--- 15:54

Monday, October 23, 2006

Today WAS a good day.
Ok, the series of events that happen today.

0000(midnight)
Was watching movies :- Deuce Bigalo:Male Gigolo ; Bring it on:all or nothing (Hayden Panettiere is UBER cute!)

0130
Went to sleep with the fresh images of the movies I just watched (especially Hayden) in my head. =)

0830
Woke up!

0910
Came to church

1000(this is when my day got worst)
To my utmost horror, someone apparantly used my name to typed stuff in my tagboard! Thou shall not use my name in vain! Ok, elaboration, you have to read further on.

1030
Went to study till like 1215 then I came back to the comp to prove my innocence...


Therefore, here it goes...

FRAMED-Please Read this :)-
I was framed by some moron la!(which is probably Kelvin). I saw my name and under my name was :"oh. so you're just another hot girl after my butt. nothing special. i have plenty." I was like "WHAT THE?!" I have never typed that sentence in my life before! The person just ruined my reputation. Which retard would do that? Oh! Besides Kelvin. So, the person used my identity to talk to a person named "someone" and asked who the person was. So, apparently, the 'someone' was talking to Kelvin. This is like some online dating session where people would use like Brad Pitt's name to hook up a girl. Unfair! My tagboard used for the...... furtherance of God's Kingdom? Anyway, its not for speed dating, KELVIN! So don't potray me as some whore(A word that was used a gazillion times in "Deuce Bigalow:Male Gigolo"). People will think that I'm some kind of person that looks down on people. Hey guys, if the tagboard thing has offended you, then I'm sorry man. But it wasn't me. =)

BE ON THE LOOK OUT (CONTINUATION OF 'FRAMED')
If you have noticed, many people have been affected by this anonymous, which form now on, I'll name 'Idiotic moron'. Idiotic Moron has been posing as a person named "jennifer" and Idiotic Moron has been going around harrasing and seducing thousands(exaggarated). Please be on the look out and don't be caught off guard. It's a neighbourhood's effort.... I mean Blogger's effort to catch Idiotic Moron! Don't be the next victim of the IM(Idiotic Moron) attack!

Signs of IM attacks:-
1) If you have a tagboard and an idiot starts to use a name by jennifer.(This does not apply to you if you have a friend named jennifer)
2)When your name starts to appear on your tagboard and you don't recall writing things that you see.(This does not apply to people suffering from STML(Short term memory loss))
3)When obscene stuff starts appearing on your tagboard and is unexplainable.
4)When things in your tagboard starts to get all horny and cranky and text seduction starts to take place.(Does not apply to homosxuals)
5) Finally, if you see the word "Kelvin" or any name that is unknown to your memory bank.*

*Does not apply to those who don't have friends

Things to do during an IM attack:-
1) Don't arouse the other party. It is suicidal.
2) Report to.... Whomever you want to.
3) Type in your tagboard "FRAMED! FRAMED!" Shouting "FRAMED! FRAMED!" at the same time.
4) Don't think that its not an IM attatck.
5) Stop. Drop. Roll.
6) Pray and intercede for your other friends. In case they kena also. =)
7) Or just call the cops at 999.

Thank you for your cooperation. For enquiries, call church or something(Kiddin.)

(Oh, and Hayden Panettiere RAWKS!)
-Jarrold, Still on the lookout!

--- 13:00

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Muahahahahuahuahahuahua

Ok, Before you proceed, try to pronounce this : Eaouioeioulala-tooot-oioioioioroieaioaio-splat!

Have you even tried to pronounce it? Please. God knows!
Anyway, back to real stuff, I finally like got my wish thing. My mum agreed to write for me an excuse letter from school. So, I did not go to school on Friday, and I'm not going to school on Monday! Woohoo. Therefore, I have a straight 5 day holiday! Alright!
I can feel the freedom coming my way. Tomorrow, I'll 'chiong' to church and start my very own 'STUDYING SPREE'. Well, doesn't look quite appetizing right? I know. More like Killing-Myself Spree la, to be frank. Anyway, if I had to go to school tomorrow, it would be a super long day. Heard they will be having a whole AFTER-SCHOOL time of REMEDIALS! Sorry guys I think I'll forfeit this one. Meaningless as it seems, I have no interest in joining them too. So, three cheers to Jarrold. Hip-Hip, Hooray(repeat thrice)!!!!
On the other hen(hand), I'm quite worried. O'levels are coming. Thursday will be my Physics practical. Next week on the tuesday, I'll be having my Chemistry practical. And oh! They'll lock you up in a lock-up room in case you cheat or somthing. So you stay in that stinkin room and do trash. Heh heh.
Anyway, nothing much to blog about. Life is going rather... Well? Yup.
Cheerio!

SONGS YOU GOTTA LISTEN
Goo Goo Dolls:
-Here is gone
-Black Balloon
Nickelback:
-Animals
Good Charlotte:
-Emotionaless




-Jarrold "E-or-E-or-E-or...."

--- 14:59

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

O'LEVEL COUNT DOWN
Biology Practical: -1 days
Physics Practical: 8 days
Chemistry Practical: 13 days
Written exam starting date: 19 days

That was my O'level count-down-o-meter. The days are flying, and sometimes even teleporting la! Look, yesterday was Biology practical already! That was the starting mark of the O'level marathon! all these are coming ultra quick. Soon O'levels will be over, and the one month break will end, then tertiary education, then, THE ARMY! WA! I don't wanna go into the army! NO! Save me from the daily physical torture! Oh the horror! Even the thought of it scares me! The withdrawal from the world into a camp which is not really big! It'll be like prison, only more physical sufferance and less bars.
Ohya. I still want my well deserved study leave! If I had study leave, I would just dash, rush, run, fly, travel, transport, move towards, slither, glide, gallop, waddle, hop, leap, dig, drill, drive, stomp, tip-toe, back-flip, crawl, trot, or maybe just take a bus to church to study. In the morning, I'll just take the empty and quiet bus and prolong my sleeping time by sleeping in the bus. That would be heaven. Then I'll come to church, study and maybe skip down to SPC to get something to eat and enjoy my study vacation. No one will disturb me and that would be like a trillion-gazillion-gazillionlion-and-like-super-much-much-much-extremely-overwhelmingly-and-a-million times more conducsive then 'school'. How can you do self study in school? Ans: You can't! Cuz the teacher talks and talks and talks, then he/she yaks and yaks and yaks till even your eardrums understand what your teacher is saying.

Anyway,...

NO ONE APPRECIATES ME
This one is situated at the top of my list that is titled "Things that I would like to talk about and tell the whole wide world about". Really. At home, in school, even in church. Ok, maybe 'No One' is too harsh a word. Some people do appreciate me, I know. The rest just look at the bad side of me. Always. If you guys do not know how to appreciate me, then fine. Do not even expect me to know you or even recognise you as a friend. I heard people have been talking bout me. Saying things about my character and how it has morphed into a hideous one. Well, why not you tell me straight in the face. Rather than talking behind my back and make me look like some dumb retard. Telling me would help but not gossiping. You think your stinking self is very pleasing to eyes' of others? You think you can do a better job at leading my life than I can? Appreciation does not cost much. In fact, it does not even cost a thing. Even morons can do it. Why not you? People change to their surroundings and I do too. So whats the freaggin fuss about? You are mad at me because I change? Ask yourself if you are different from when you were 3 years younger, Dammit.

SCHEMING FOR SOMETHING BETTER
Right. Aside with the bad stuff. Ok, so back to the study leave topics (Again?) Yup. Again. In 4C, the third class, people are skipping lesssons and some even went for their study leave by themselves. Some are having study leave in Hawaii, some in the Sahara, and my friend is on the moon studying. I have to submit to my teacher and be in school as if I like it and do what I am told to. So now, I'll be scheming to skip school and don't come for school on certain days. I'll use propaganda on my friends and advertise my perfect deal. I'll make it so attractive that it looks Gold-Plated and Chocolate flavoured. Mmmm. Then we'll all boycott the school and they can do ain't no nothing bout it. They'll run to Mrs Kong with drenched faces telling her that they are too free cuz they don't have a class to teach. Yup. Looks like a perfect plan *Sinister laugh* *Sinister laugh again* *And again*... MUAHAHAHHAHAHA


Jarrold, back to the planning... *Scribble* * Scribble*...

--- 14:50

Monday, October 16, 2006

Dum-dum-dum-ba-dum-dum-dum-ba-dum...
Its the beginning of the cycle again! What cycle? Guess... (Water cycle?) Nope. (Carbon cycle?) Nope. (Motor Cycle?) Nope. (Menstrual Cycle?) Nope. OK. Its the 'School-is-here-and-now-the-week-of-torture-starts' Cycle! Its monday! Not much of monday blues today. Just pretty worried for my BIOLOGY PRACTICAL that will be happening tomorrow. Good thing mine starts at 9.15am. Resulting in the hope of waking up later and the luxury of more sleep! WooHoo! I'm pretty scared though. All the huu-haa about O'levels. Ya know... Because its O LEVELS.
Oh ya. Now everyone is like at sentosa enjoying the hazy paradise. Well, its metamorphosis and all the P6s would want to remember this day right? Therefore, haze makes it much more romantic. How nice of Kalimantan to be so thoughtful. Well, the air now is rather blur and foggy.
Yesterday I was so bored that I created a video called "Darly's career" with my brother. Its ultra funny, but embarrasing for the actors ourselves. I was Darly and my brother was the daddy. The props = Our room, Guitar, and a handphone camera. Characters=Daryl and Dad, starring Jarrold and Colin! It was hilarious man!
3 more weeks into the real thing. This is so straining to the mind. I keep thinking of the shortage of time. Oh no...
Anyway, life is going pretty smoothly and rather ok now. So, I don't have stuff to like complain or scream about. Yea...

GOOOOOOOOOD BYE....

-Jarrold *snort* =D

--- 14:56

Sunday, October 15, 2006

YOUTH GROUP UPSETS
Hi, this like the 2nd post of the day.
I just have to write this down, I do not know why, but just now, a lot of the leaders just went in to #02-04 to have a talk with the YM comm.
I forfeit the session after much coaxing from Gaius and Joel when they told me that the talk might affect me emotionally and furthermore, I have O 'levels and they did not want to affect my studies.
So, NOW, RIGHT NOW, they are in the resource room talking things out about YM and its flaws I guess. Hey, you cannnot expect me to know much right, since I'm not in the meeting. Anyway, just before the meeting itself, there were many commotion of coaxing people not to attend the meeting thing and also the unhappiness that clouded the atmosphere of the second storey of our church.
It was ultra depressing and rather unpleasant spirit that difussed into the leaders' hearts during the 'pre-meeting' period.
It was like some world war III! There was an opposition and a preposition. Actually, there were 2 opposition and a neutral party that joined either on side just for the sake of joining. So, it was like some war game. Bad against.... BAD. SO now, the war field is #02-04 and the weapons of mass destruction? Words. Thats their weapon to decide the victor. Thats what will conclude the whole session, or rather, the debate.
Well, I'm just glad that I'm not really part of it and that I hope it does not affect me... Yea.
Hope it does not really affect the rest and cause them to do foolish stuff... I'm just hoping and praying man.

-Jarrold still worrying for them...

--- 17:59

Dang Dang Dang!
Everything has to be balanced in life ya know? Like when one part of your life is so darn successful, the other parts just fall flat down. Now, my family is like killin me, my leadership position is rather tiring and frustrating!
Anyway, life is now rather, on the downhill. Especially yesterday. Thank God Gaius was there. I was ultra ultra ultra depressed, frustrated, irritated, annoyed, angry, EVERYTHING, YOU SAID IT! I sometimes really just feel like leaving house or something.
Tomorrow, I still have to return to school when EVRYONE else does not. N levels are over and some O'level kids do not even have to return to school cuz they have STUDY LEAVE! Something I really want. Tomorrow, there will be metamorphosis thingy for the P-6s and most of CFC is going for it. SO they will be going to go to SENTOSA and I'll be in school 'accepting' torture.
WA LAU! WHERE CAN LIKE THAT?!
Oh, Char, Shenna , and gang are at some black canyon thing now. They went all the way to Katong to have lunch and I had to spend my lunch with Jair(Joash).
Today, I had to scold my cell cuz they were talking during service. Well, at first I did not want to, but they just kept talking and their attitude was rather unpleasant.
Anyway, bad stuff aside...
Hmm, so I guess there is nothing much to say since I only have bad stuff to complain about usually.
Anyway, Like Gideon always say

"LIFE SUX, BUT GOD IS GOOD!" -Gideon

-Jarrold, Trying to make things right

--- 15:31

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Vanessa and sunny are beside me. =)
Anyway, today is the unexpected, HOLIDAY!
Woohoo! Anyway, I got back my wallet today from 'SENGKANG ROUTE GROUP'. Haha... What a weird name. But it was at the sengkang bus interchange, and the interchange was uber cool! It was like some dark place and it was air-conditioned!
Then I took some long bus trip all the way back to Hougang, changed bus, to still road, and back to church. It was a rather long and carefree day. Muahahaha.
*sunny is offering money now, and I'm refusing it*
*Oh, ok. He is gone!*
Oh, so wanted to jam today and bring my beloved guitar to church, but because of Dawn, Charmaine and Sarah, and their desire to shop, I got to sacrifice my precious.
I feel so good now, knowing that it is a holiday and all that. Muahaha.
Oh, I'm so thankful that I got my precious wallet back, without any money gone and with everything still in it.
My whole 8 dollars and my ez-link and EVERYTHING!
Anyway, I have not much to complain about today and with all the noise in the background, I cannot concentrate.
Therefore, BYE!


-Jarrold trying to block all noises in the room... ARGH!

--- 14:39

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Whoops!
I forgot to post a post yeaterday. Ok, my bad. But the library was closed yesterday, and I went out 'shopping' Char, Dawn, Ben and Sarah. Oh! And I bought a Fender shirt! Muahaha..... Yay! So, sorry.
Anyway, today was a rather quick day. School ended earlier than expected and ya... I cannot elaborate anymore of my happiness. You gotta read my topic section. =) hehhehheh...
Oh! I also found out some really cool function and started to find it amuising in my phone. You type something, and you press 'play voicetag' and muahaha! It pronounces what you typed!
Okok, enough of nonsensical stuff...
Topic time!

THE LOST OF A LOVED ONE
Yesterday, JUST yesterday, I lost my WALLET! Well, its considered as a loved one to me. Anyway, I was one the bus, half-asleep. dozing off, listening to music. Then, the bus approached my stop. I pressed the bell, and it went 'ding-dong'. Yup! It went ding dong, but that is not the point. Ok, so my wallet was on my bag, which was on my lap. I did not realise. So I stood up and the wallet fell onto the ground without me knowing. I dropped off the bus and made my way back home. Opened the door, went into my my study room, on the air-con to ease the hazy atmosphere, and then sat down on my chiar. My comfortable comfortable chair. I picked up my guitar and searched for my pick, which was always in my wallet. I rummaged my pockets, anxiously to try finding my wallet. Then my searching soon spread to my desk, then all over the house. I COULDN'T FIND IT! ARGH. I knew then, that I had lost my precious wallet. "Mum is gonna kill me!" This was the only pathetic thought that went through my thoroughly messed up mind. I started panicking and since I was messaging dawn, I told her about the situation and I think I even scolded her out of frustration. Not scold la. Erm, Shouted through sms? With a whole 'legion' exclamation marks in my smses. Then, I went to bathe, and went out shopping with them.
The story does not end here....

THE SURPRISE IN SCHOOL
The next day (which is today), I went to school just like any other day. Suffered suffered and suffered. Then I went for Geog lessons for the last 2nd hour. When I returned to class for biology at the last hour bef0re school ended, my friends told me that I had to report to the office after school. I got quite schocked cuz I thought I did something wrong, and my teacher was going to lecture me or something. Until now, I still do not know how I got the guilt or thought of going to be punished. I went down after school, to the office and the kind clerk handed me a piece of paper asking me "Did you lose something". That question triggered hope. I replied with much enthusiasm "YES! YES! MY WALLET!". She instructed me on what I had to do next and how to claim my precious wallet back from the bus terminal. I thanked her for that, and more importantly, thanked God for that. =)

RESIGNING PRINCIPAL
Mrs Yap, my principal is going to giving principal-ing a break from next year. Actually, she did not resign. Its just that a principal can only be a principal for 6 years. So, its the end of her 6 years and she gave some emotional speech today. Haha. But, WHY NOT THE VICE-PRINCIPAL? Mrs Kong should get sacked! She should end up as a..... as a..... as a..... person lousier than a road sweeper! Don't give us study leave eh? You'll get your just desserts! You'll see!Hehheh. anyway, I feel quite sad for Mrs Yap. Although she will never fail to irritate us with the question "So what are our school core values?" Yea. But she was my principal for all four years of my secondary school education. But, its her time, so, Bye Mrs YAP!

COULD IT BE TRUE?
Tomorrow is a holiday!!! HAHA. This is like so appropriate. Just what we need. A holiday. Take that Mrs Kong! We still get our well-deserved holiday. Mrs Kong, you can come back tomorrow and torture yourself you sadistic VP! Muahaha. So, TOMORROW will be an extremely pleasant day!!! WooHoo!!!




-Jarrold, Looking forward to the perfect holiday TOMORROW! =D

--- 15:09

Monday, October 09, 2006

*Plays track*
Somebody save me!
I don't care how ya do it
Just save me!
I'll make this whole world shine...
*Stops track*

Sigh. Now everyone in CFC is being struck by inevitable and perpetual depressions of the world. You can see it. Its obvious and that is the devil's field. When he has got your mind, Game Over man. The mind controls the whole body, and yet it is not that hard to take over. Temptation comes, you fall for it, you lose. Your whole body succumbs to the defeat of your mind. You are beaten, the only remedy for this disease. GOD.
I'm also rather frustrated over the withdrawal of the haze and Mrs "No-study-leave (Kong)".
I really want some form of break. Something to brak out of the routined and monotony of everyday school life. I need something new. Something like... something called a.. "Study Leave"? Grrr...

(skipping off to the next section)

*tralalalala*
*Trip*
*BUMP*
"Ouch!"


DEPRESSION IS CONTAGIOUS! (FOR THE DEPRESSED)
Ok. This one, everyone will face. I mean I am also a vicitm of depression. And it is down-right contagious! I have experienced it for over the pass few weeks. They never stop coming. When you get all depressed, you WILL affect the people around you and its not a good thing. Depression, of course is a natural thing that God gives us so that we will do something about situations to relieve that sadness. But letting it overtake you and affecting others is just out of God's plan for depression. That would fall under the "devil's schemes" category. All I know is, depression and emo-ness is really really contagious. You make others worry about why you worry and they also get worried, and that would cause a whole mess of worried people. Its even more contagious than... AIDS!
Ok, so all of you depressed readers that are reading this post (including me). Stop being depressed! Please please please...
Yup. Thats all...

A FRIEND OF MINE
Ok. Recently, a friend of mine (not mentioning who). Has been really upset with his/her results. Really really upset. So he/she is saying that life is bad and that he/she has been studying really hard. I feel sorry for him/her but I do not know what to do. Seniors and working on the situation now though. But the main problem is he/she is affecting his/her good friend. His/her contagious depression (refer to previous topic) is spreading like wild fire and affecting a whole group of people that care for him/her. I really cannot understand why, but this is only prelims man.
ARGH! See, now I'm frustrated.
Grrr...
*pulls out some hair from head*
Jarrold: "Oh darn! Bald patch!"
*Picks up UHU glue*
*Glues hair back*
Jarrold: "Much better!"




-Jarrold trying to wax his hair back into place.
In school?!
Oops, you saw through my lie.
Yup I lied.
My hair is still intact. =)

--- 13:45

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Drats.
Ok, so its a Sunday evening, its should be quite a happy time of the day, but its not. With the traumatizing thought of returning to school tomorrow and the hopelessness of my long awaited study leave which will never come to pass. Oh man. Ok, good thing that mum is working late today cuz I can stay in church till rather late. I can avoid the useless nags that mum always gives when I come home late, so hooray! Heh.
*Thump*
Shucks, the thought of returning school just hit me again. I'm going to face the ridiculous reasons my teachers will desperately try to come up and use as propaganda on us to assist Mrs Kong's decisions on not allowing study leave to happen.
Oh, and bad news, the haze cleared! ARGH! What hope will there be for school to close so I can avenge the loss of my study leave. I really need a break. A break to do whatever I want. The 1.5 months after O'levels will not be enough to compensate for all the time I have spent on O'levels. KONG! WHY YOU LIKE THAT?!?!?

*dozing off*
I'm so sleepy... I need some rest man. Barely comepleted much work though, but who cares! I really am frustrated over the abscence of study leave anyway, and the teachers are going to jam our heads with gigabytes of knowledge, or should I say, stress, into us tomorrow so what the heck! ZzZzZz...

Anyway... Topic time!


The Heavenly Place
Today's worship was super long... It lasted for like 24 hours until the next morning. No la. If not it'll be monday now. But, it was so long since Pastor Kun Mei led the closing for Worship. I'm sure many will agree on me with that. However, it was fulfilling. I wasn't even dosing off during worship. I was focused, alert, not tired at all. Then suddenly this picture just flashed into my blank mind. I'm not sure how I'm going to explain this lucidly, but I'll try my best. Ok, I'm on a boat, and the view was a first person's view I think. So it was mine view la. I'm standing on a boat which I couldn't see as it was out of sight. Then the boat was on water like still in some sort of area la. Before me was a gate, so I was like in an enclosed area all around, but not the top. Oh, by the way the gate was in the water and above it too... So, it blocked the boat from moving to the outer part of the water. Then outside the gate was like a really huge river thing. The rive flow was from left to right and there was this other huge river joining into the huge river. No one was in sight and the place was Ultra peaceful. On the river banks were grass and trees which made the whole scenery really nice. Oh, the walls holding the gates were made up of grey bricks and they strtched over the horizon to the left and right, Making me look like I was at the little harbour of some palace. The place was so peaceful and calming. I guess it was some picture from God la. Woooooo.... Nice.

Friendships and Relationships
Ok, I found out that the people that hurt you the most, and cause the greatest emotional scars are the people closest you. Don't you realize? I mean because you really care about every single thing they say until you get easily hurt by them. Well, at least that applies for me. And the people that are the least closest to you cause the greatest physical scars. Thats my new concept. But sometimes I get really affected by little things that close friends say to me. I guess I'm more sensitive to what they say because they are the closest.
Yea... Well, I cant blame them. Right?

NEW COMIC
Haha.. Ok, so if you know me well enough, I am crazy over anime. Anime is like one of the most entertaining things on earth (All you passionate anti-anime members, Shush!). So, I also love to draw manga and now, I decided to draw some comic stuff. You know. So now I'm working on my exciting and fun-filled "project". Its one way to relieve my O'level stress. Oh and yesterday over the phone, Gaius, Nicole and I were thinking of names to choose Jap names for my main character. I settles with "Shitake". Well, it looks like SHIT-ake, but actually its Shi-Ta-ke. Cool name! Heh heh... I rock I rock!

SONGS YOU MUST REALLY LISTEN TO =)
------Hillsongs London--------
-Follow the son
-Above All






-Jarrold: I'm beat!

--- 16:48

Saturday, October 07, 2006

I'm feeling nauseous right now.
Feel like puking any moment after the ride to church. Maybe its the motion sickness that strikes me every now and then.
You know, the feeling of regurgitating your breakfast? That awful feeling. Maybe its the ben and jerrys I had this morning... heh heh.
Well, mum always warn me not to have ice-cream for breakfast, and now I'm suffering the consequences.
What was worst was the fact that I had the whole tub to myself. So I finished everything excluding the packaging. I offered the delicious tub of sugar to my brother but he refused. Reason?He was lazy to take a spoon. That bum.
So, I finished the tub of $11.50 worth of ice-cream. Satisfying, but sinful. I imagine all the sugar that was going to take control and later be converted into the hated glycogen and be stored in my cells. The horror!

Aaaaanyway, heres one topic to talk about...

*transaction in progress...*

HAZE
The haze outside has been increasing recently! Now, it looks like fog! I mean you look 20 metres ahead and you seen blurish stuff. All blocked by a wall of mist. Its terrible. I mean you can even smell the stench that feels the air of Singapore. All these are the consequences of the burning in Kalimantan (My dad claims). But! I'm quite happy though. It will be a 'Study Leave come back!' Against my vice principal. SO you want to snatch our study leave eh? How about dealing with nature's very own haze! Beat that Mrs Kong!
I hope school closes down, and it will be as good as a study leave. Just a little more smokey outside. Well, I wouldn't mind. As long as I do not have to return to the field of the agents of departing knowledge. Come on!
School close..
School close...
SCHOOL CLOSE!
Oh, and a recent disease that struck Singapore might also be another reason for school to close down. Some school have already closed down because of this. The disease consists of mainly vomiting and diarrhoea. Imagine! Having to sit on your toilet bowl with a bucket in front of you. Puking and letting out semi-solid out from you behind. I really pity those victims of this tragic disease.
Well, this section is just to express the hope I have for school to close so that I can see that hopeless look on Mrs Kong's face.
=)

THE RETURN OF THE COMPUTER
Yay! I heard that my mum might be repairing my computer so that we can use it again! Alright. Greatest news so far. Then I can have a 'watch all the naruto you want' day!
Okok... So, its still not confirmed.. but I'm hoping!
So I can use my computer when theres study leave! WooHoo! Mrs Kong, how bout that?!

Muahaha

-Jarrold, high with hopes... =D

--- 14:17

Friday, October 06, 2006

Finally! Friday!
The day that would mark the end of torture. The day which will revive the jubilance in almost all. Today we had some class T-shirt trying out size thing. So we went to the foyer, submitted our design and tried the sizes.
For me, I took size 'M' and all my friends were like "WHAT?!" They did not belive that I could wear a size M! How pleasant to hear. Now, I'm in my old house, using the computer and I'll be here till really late! Yay!
Oh, I'm also watching naruto now. Heh heh.
*Growl*
Oops, sorry. That was my tummy. I'm really quite hungry now. Maybe I'll get samething to eat later.
Ok.... Lets get to the serious stuff.

Here we go...

FAMILY DISPUTES
Can't really post much information under this section because the information is rather personal. But, today I got to find out secrets about my family. Secrets I never knew were true, since the owner of the secret hid it so well. Now, I'm starting to see the person differently. With that secret in mind. The astonishment that overwhelm me left me in a state of paralysing shock. Well, it paralysed my thoughts leaving my mind constantly reasoning over that particular secret. My mind soon was clouded with worries. How could he/she have said that?!
I mean, that is a lie. A total tale! However, i began to remember the past of that person. Someone always told me about that person. About his/her life, his/her past, his/her everything...
Then it could confirm that the secret could be believable. Although I'm around him/her, I never thought he/she had such sly-ness and cunning-ness, and also a mind that has planned everything out for him/her.
Sometimes its just the front that I see. Its just another person. Not his/her true self.
How I wish my status wouldn't prevent me from questioning. But, no. His/her arguing ability is skilled and seasoned.
He/she never fails to win me in an arguement.
I'll have never made him/her speechless.
Not even once.
The genuine care has faded...
The front is what I see...
I know nothing...

STUDY LEAVE AGAIN!
Today, my form teacher came into class and she told us she had announcements. So, it was about study leave again. Well, today she was a harbinger. Why must she take the role of a harbinger? She told us that only if you do well for your subjects, then your parents can see the PVP(seriously do not know what this is) of the HOD and speak to him/her. Then maybe you will be excused only for that specific lesson. This is absolute partialness!!!!! Its like telling us "You have been sentenced to jail for life. Only if you have not done anything wrong, then you can see the judge and maybe you can be let off to the mama shop outside the prison for 20minutes every tuesday." Why?! Why?! WHY??!! Cant they just give us like a period of study leave? Selfish School! I'll never come back as alumni ah!
That Mrs Kong. Self-centered woman that only cares for the school's reputation. Hrmph!
My teacher also said "The only people that can be excused for ALL lessons are only two." So only two people in the class can have a full study leave. Well, the two people are like the followers of MOE. They are like the worshippers of the textbooks. My teacher, confidently said "But I'm sure that they would still wanna come back right. And no go for a study leave right?" Then those two nodded their heads.
How sickening...
Even Dawn's school is not hesitating to give them more study leave, and my school is so "Cheapskate". Or so to speak.





-Jarrold... Trying to piece back some stuff (not puzzle).

--- 15:43

Thursday, October 05, 2006

School sure was long.
The whole school didn't had school today because its Marking Day. Only the graduating classes had to return to that dreaded building to receive torment for 6 hours, but for our class, 8 hours.
We went through papers today for chemistry. Mdm Haliza was teaching, everyone listening like tamed doggies. No updates on study leave yet but I sure hope we get ours.
The retarded thing that happened today was that we were given recess, and the canteen only had a lonely shop that was opened. Ever enthusiastic and cheerful was that auntie at the counter. However, there was only one dish on the menu. Bee Hoon.
The auntie was generous though, she gave a lot, or in actual fact, a plate of bee hoon enough to feed a village of 30! Or so it seemed. Then we had an extended Social Studies lesson. The teacher bought us chicken+fish+chilli+cucumber+'some wierd brown thing (not faeces)+rice. That would cause some food jam down your oesophagus (gullet). She bought a few packets of those for everyone except the malays. By the way, she is not racist, the malays were fasting. So I finished only half a packet to avoid a jam along oesophagus expressway.

Ok, but now, its the time for a the specific segments i wan to talk about, so here goes...


MUM'S DEMANDS
Prelim results for me was a huge improvement compared to my mid-years which I scored a threatening 32 points. Prelims, I got a 20 which allowed me to get into a JC (junior college). Not everyone gets into a JC. Some people die to get into a JC, and I managed to achieve the cut off point into a JC. My mum always wanted me to get good results. So, she'll trick me like a 3-year old, saying "Ok, If you get good results at the end of the year, I will buy for you: (what I would always ask here for)" Well, guess what? They never become reality. Well, most of the time. She would always 'bribe' me with materialistic stuff to brainwash my lack of determination. You know, I would go to church almost everyday to study and to use the computer.I suffer the agony of not having a computer at home, and that led to desperate measures of using the church's facilities. My mum wouldn't want to repair the computer that is collecting dust and housing bugs at home. So I always resort to church, and come home late because I do almost everything there. Last night I returned home at 11.30pm. Mum was pissed, I was tired, Colin was sleeping. I had a quick shower and entered the room where all of us would rest. Then, my mum questioned me, raising her voice after every sentence. I replied all her questions and soon she started shouting. Colin woke up feeling rather frustrated, since he was already fast asleep before my mum's castigation. "Tomorrow, I want you to give me a timetable of what you do in church and give me your pastor's number." Why budge into my study-life? I mean I did well for my prelims and that was what you wanted. Making matters worst, she wanted my pastor's number. I already gave her the good results that she longed for. Then she told me that good results is for me and not for her. "?!?!" I do not even need certificates! I want to make music for God and that does not require ay qualifications! Maybe just passion. And she just ignore the fact that I got my good results after going to church and studying, just for her. At least I don't commit illegal offenses and then come home late at night. I come home late bacause I was studying! Can you see the irony?!?!?

Why does mum not cherish me?
I sometimes wonder how she would feel if she had other people as her children. Like those that rebel and also land up as a dropout or something. She never appreciate the things I do. I don't smoke, drink, get into relationships, steal, swear, get into fights, smuggle drugs. And furthermore, I am qualified to get into a JC! Isn't that what all mothers want for their children? And she makes a scene just because I come home late. Oh Please!
Mum has made me cry to sleep a million times. And I would always ask myself "Why does mum not appreciate me?"
Usually, they want, they get, then they want more.

"Am I that bad?"....

1st 3 months
Oh no. So, I got 20 for my prelims, but I can only get into the lousier JCs. I don't even thing if I should enter JC for my first 3 months, cuz I don't want to make any bonds with any other schools besides Meridian which I am hoping to enter. But, all my JC friends say that the 1st 3 months is important. I am really between two decisions now... ARGH!!!!!

JC... or not....?
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Well, I guess everyone has their own struggles and their own problems...
If life was really without problems, then God wouldn't have to exist. Or should I say, then God can forget about men ever turning to Him for help.
I thank God for problems that I can handle and I guess God always has his ways of moulding, teaching and surprising us la!
So.. Cheerio!

Hehheh...
Life still rocks...

-Jarrold.... =)

--- 16:17

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

First post!!!!
OK, like I said, this blog is dedicated to my pre-O'level stuff la.
So, Here goes my first post...

STUDY LEAVE
Argh.. study leave! One of the most important thing one needs before his O'levels. The only period of time given to you so that you can "chiong" your studies.
Well, guess what? My school took it away. Can you believe it? Sickening principal thought that my school was doing really bad for our prelims, then scraped our pathetic 3 weeks of study leave off our pre-O'level schedule. Now, I have to go to school like an enthusiastic nerd wanting to attend school while the smarter ones stay at home and study. Mrs Yap Weng Ha is just too motherly! "Do you know what are the five core values of our school?" Thats what she always say. Even the deaf can memorise that over-used statement. My whole class were angered when we found out the robbery of our study leave. Well, in this case, Mrs Yap is the snatch thief and we are the victims, helpless with our rights stolen. Only the really devoted ones in my class gave the "Fine, its ok. I'd rather not have study leave" look. All my plans, crushed and trampled on within a day. ARGH!!!!
But, every cloud has a silver lining, and I found out that Mrs Yap and Mrs Kong, her fellow accomplice of this crime, were going to discuss this and update us if the study leave will be officially cancelled. Phew, not bad...


NURUL ARIFF
"Hi, I'm so irritating, I even irritate myself!" Thats what his face potrays. He is like irritating and fake to the EXTREME. Ok, so today we were in class talking to our form teacher about the study leave thing. We even created an atmosphere of intensity, everyone serious and trying to debate and persuade our teacher that our study leave was essential. Well, it really looked essential with all the benefits it contains, including MORE FREE TIME! So, Nurul Ariff is classified under one of the devoted members of education. He is also like a teacher's pet person, always trying to gain the teachers' favour and stuff.
Cunning, fake, and "extra" like how singaporeans always say it. Those three words fit him. Anyway, we were talking about the study leave thing and the whole class went quiet. Then he shouted "Teacher, but I still don't understand that A math question. 'Kaa-diaoo...' Wrong Channel la ARIFF!!!! Ok, so I shouted "Hello, off topic!" The whole class laughed and naturally, he wanted to save his embarrasment. "Hello, its A Math" he retorted. Then the whole class stopped laughing, which obviously signified that his remark was NOT FUNNY! NOT NOT FUNNY. He also likes to ask the most redundant of the redundant questions. Oh! He also cracks jokes and laughs at it himself. How amusing. (This section is not to insult him, but to express my frustrations)

Moving on....


GEOG TEACHER COMMENTED ON STUDY LEAVE
Mrs Fong! My dedicated teacher! Too dedicated, to be exact. She makes us stay back in school till 5 or 6. No teacher does that. She also makes us come back for extra lessons when teachers were told not to do so. And she claims that she is 'blessed by God'. Today she was teaching. Then we came to the topic on study leave (as you can see, study leave is a major topic amongst the students and teachers now). My friend ask something about study leave and my teacher started saying " You think you all will study when you all are at home? Do you think you don't need the teachers? You think you all can get an A1? Come Eddy(classmate), I'll let you do a paper ok? And you score above 75% for me ok? If you don't get it, then you don't even think about study leave. Can you take that challenge?" *Eddy shook his head* How can you expect the whole class to get A1?! I mean we still need the leave to revise on the other subjects WHAT!!!! ARGH!!!! ARGH!!!!! Oh, and when she threw that impossible challenge at us, Ariff mumbled "But I don't want any study leave" Oh please Ariff, you fake-o! Annoying.
But I ought to thank my geog teacher for moderating my marks for prelims la. THANKS!

*Vent Vent Vent*(anger)

PRELIMS
So far so good. 20 points for me. Not that bad la... At least I improved from 32 to 20. Thats a big jump. Today, Mrs Tay even praised me for my huge improvement in my Biology marks. YAY, YIPEE....
Thats about all...

-Jarrold still venting his frustrations... ARGH...

--- 15:09